Another movie trip. Again without Cicak-man.

Went to Sunway Pyramid today. Watched Curse Of The Golden Flower. Quite a pathetic story about the fights inside a palace. And jay was the fillial son who'd do anything just to prevent his mother from suffering. And i think that's a very good role for him. haha. And the movie's really good.

Planned to skate at first. But we had lunch at manhattan's. And the gurls were not interested in skating and went for shopping instead. So, we went to mutiara and played CS again. Which was quite foolish of us. But it was fun. And we had fun. Then i got to know my class nxt year.
I was in the fifth class. Hell, even those who got marks better than me were in the same class of me. God knows how the headmaster plans. Really shitty lar.

Movie trip without Cicak-man

It was quite boring at home, so i planned a movie trip. And i wanted to watch cicakman at first. But the idea was turned down by my friends. So , we watched Barnyard instead. It's quite hilarious. And it's worth watching. Really. But i am still crazy about cicak-man.

After the movie, we went for bowling and counter-strike. I must admit that nowadays i am having the craze about CS. I really should not get too addicted to it.

Crazy about cicak man.

So the camps are over. Quite tiring, exhausting and boring.
And i plannd to watch Cicak-man. Malaysian made movie. Was taken at london. I think it's a malaysian version of spider-man, just that the animal is a lizard. Which seems quite funny to me. As i am in kuantan, i had a lot of time to visit the cineplexes. But, hell, after 7 days the movie was shown in the cinemas, every showtime was full. And i didn't got my chance. Pity.
Maybe when i go back to kl, i might watch.

Camps.

Shit. I've got a camp tomorrow. It ends on the 10th. And on the 11th, i am taking the earliest bus to kuantan. To attend another camp. And i just got to know how pathetic is it to be short of money. Hell. Really. I still haven't pack my bags. And that really sucks..

Some memories.

I am back from pangkor.

And i feel really sad.
Like someone just died.
I cried and cried on the last night.
Even when i was asleep.
I didn't really sleep in the hotel for the last two nights.
I went to the beach, made a fire, lied down and looked up into the starry sky till i slept.
There were other classmates too.
And there were comets.
They were beautiful.
And the stars were bright.
It was fun.
And i really appreciated every moment with everyone.
I cried when no one noticed.
Then the last day of the trip arrived as the stars and the darkness in the sky faded away.
I bought a lot of snacks.
And when i reached school, silent tears broke out.
Shit. Now i am crying again.

Cheer me up, if you can.

I am really bored. I am looking forward to the class trip at pangkor. And i hope time would just repeat itself there.
I hate it. Cuz' when the trip ends, everything's over. And you have to part. And your heart becomes a little sad and depressed. Then you break into silent tears. And no one knows you are crying. Actually it's happening to me everytime. And parting is the part i hate most during the trip. Even in any journey. Even in life.
You just wish you'd never have to part. But reality's tough. And so you have to.
If only promises were made and kept. Then maybe i still have the chances of being together with those people around me that have left or are leaving. Sharing the happy times and revising the good memories. And it's just an IF.

Fill in the blank.

I feel really empty.
[ ]
Yes. That’s how I am feeling. Empty and lonely. The blank’s filled with emptiness.
It’s hollow.
And that’s how I am really feeling right now, at the moment.
It’s strange to admit that all the happiness and joy that I have no need to go to school has faded away.
And the joy of having the whole house to me has faded too.
Strange, huh?

Any ideas?

Okay. Darn it. My computer's going berserk. The connection is on and i just can't get online on my msn messenger. Time to ask my parents to get me a new one. But how? Give me some ideas, folks. Just some great ideas for me to get a new com.

Journey on a train

I went to sunway today. Planned to iceskate but watched two movies instead. Wasted a lot of money today. Darn.

Took Putra home today. And i happened to stand at the very front part of the train where you can look outside and see everything below when the train moves. And the objects at your side moves back as the train goes on. That's how i feel, precisely. And well, my brain started to think a lot of things.

Life is like a train.

There were cars still zooming below, despite the wet tar road. It was raining. And the sky was dark. Gloomy, i'd say. Anyway, it was already 7 something. Some cars were slow. I couldn't figure out that there were cars on the road, if their headlights weren't on and there was no light source around. Like i said. Dark. So, you really couldn't blame me if you were there and i didn't see you and say hi.

If life were a train, then the objects i saw might be things that we see in life. There must be something or something's in life that you missed and you'd never know. They come, they go. And if you did not notice clearly, you just miss them like that.

Then the train comes to a halt. And some guy announced the station through the speakers. People go out. People come in. Nevertheless, there were less people on train now than before. The doors closed. And the train moved on.

If life really comes in a form of a train, then the passengers are like people who live in your life. They come, they go. Some were never noticed. But some mean a lot to you. And they have to leave halfway throughout the journey. And life's like that.

The announcer annouced the station which will be reaching soon. I looked out. The streetlamps below seemed a little dim. And it was eerie down there. The train was exceptionally quiet. Only the sound of the train moving on.

If life is a train journey, then have you ever noticed who were the people that were there for you throughout your whole life? Do you even know them? Do you talk to them? These were the people that accompanied you till the end, but how many words have you talked to him or her from the beggining? Did you even care?

The train came to a halt. The doors opened. And everyone got out. Me among them.

The life ends then.

Graduation ceremony.

Today was graduation cermony.

And i felt nothing, cause i am still going to study at the same school, with same scheduled time, but with different attire. That is i got to where long pants.

Then we went to times square. I was damn furious with them. Cuz i hadn't had a lot of money with me and all the tix for every horror movie was sold out or there were not much seats left for the 15 of us. And it made me a fool in front of the indian male cashier.

Then we went bowling. And i went to borders. Bought a fiction story book which is 26.95. And a bookmark which is 17.80. And i think i lost the bookmark when i went to the primary school dinner. It must have slipped out eventually. And to think i lost such an expensive bookmark.

But i could never forget what it was written on it.

"wisdom begins in wonder." socrates

And i think it's rite.

A very cute dog lighter i received from zhen ee for my birthday 

The official 15-year old speaks.

Okay. Birthday has passed. and everything's back to normal again. Thank everyone for your lovely presents. I am a certified 15 year old boy now. Haha. I've got a lot to say. But i've decided to keep it to myself. Because i am feeling tired.

It's my birthday.

Thank you everyone.

To my parents, who babble and scold me for my own good. And mum, for did everything for me, cared for me and taught me things i'd never forget. And pa, for setting a good example to me everytime.

To my sister, who showered me with presents and love like no other sis would probably do.

To Nigel and Joyce who has always been my best of friends, and i sincerely apologize for not spending much time with you guys.

To SCHL. And this needs no reason.

To Zhen Ee, Adam, Anthony and Hung Wei for being like my elder brothers throughout this year and always helping me out.

To Hui Wen, for being like another sister to me and always there for me to make fun of. Haha.

To my teachers, every teacher. For tolerating me as a really bad student.

To all those people around me, for making me feel not lonely and colouring my life up.

Love everyone of you a lot.

Magical birthday presents

Yes! I just received a parcel from my dear sister from the states. Guess what? It was an ecyclopedia of magic tricks. Though it doesn't tell you a lot of great secret tricks. All the same, i like it a lot. Thank you, niki ding.
It's great having a sister who understands what you want and gets it for you.
It was a tiring trip back from kuantan. took some pictures there, post it up later when i am feeling free.

Heading north-east.

Uh- tomorrow's going to kuantan again. Darn. And i have just packed every single entertainment i have in my bagpack. My playstation, my i-pod nano, my gameboy advance and evrerything that can fill the time. It's going to be another boring trip again. For more enquiries, contact me.

I thought it never stopped.

I went to Times Square. With anthony, turtle and sarah. We decided to go to the theme park first and we had fun. We also watched rob-b-hood, which i think is very nice. And darn, today was my first time on the rollercoaster which almost freaked me out. The 2nd round was not that bad. But the first round was lik WHOA. And i thought of everyone in my life-as if i was going to die soon-but the three people who pulled me into the ride. Haha, joking. After the ride, well, i had to take Putra home. And when the train started to move, i thought i was on another rollercoster ride again. Now i have to admit that i still feel very light. Tomorrow's going to bowling!!!!Yeah. It's late now, and i am really tired...and dizzy.

I laughed. And it never stopped.

AHAHAHAHHA. I am from today onwards, a moron. A free one. Boo-yah!! XD. Today went iceskating. It was fun, despite the stupid red chinese guy who's a worker there, and the hurting shoes. I only fell three times. Very good achievement, i'd say, as a beginner. I just found out that sunway pyramid has this very cool shop that sells magic. And it's located in a corner, and a very isolated one, makes it more magical. Next time i go, i'll sure get some stuff there. Between, got myself a very cute chain. And birthday bears for sarah and hung wei. Going times square tommorow. Ciao.

顶科学的肺

And if you translate it, you'll get-hit Science's lungs. Which i think it sound kinda weird. Though, i am really fed-up with UEC. 6 books, 3 subjects for science. And a lot of them are subjective. Darn. Between, it's friday the thirteen. And nothing bad 's happened to me so far.

Bring it on.

Way to go. Pmr is over now. What is left is uec, the darn chinese test. Very soon, i will be soaring like a bird again, unless the bad results shoot me down again.

Kemahiran hidup sucks.

Really. My ambition is a doctor. So how the fuck is it connected with sewing and plumbering?
God knows why those assholes thought of such an idiotic subject and put it in PMR.
And also, mathematics and science(which i spent my whole night reading) was damn easy.
All was just basics. I think the government does that just because it knows that some malaysian-assholes-lifeless-arrogant-yeti's are really god-damned-stupid. No doubt that.
And english wasn't available for sejarah. While science and maths did, i think the government is a big fat liar.
Anyway, i think i have some A's in grip already. God bless all of you out there. Have fun.

The first day of the seventeen.

Darn. I am studying.

17 days to paradise.

Okay, PMR is on next monday. And it goes on till friday.

And i still went to mutiara today. Adam, turtle and i ate and then played playstation for an hour.

Imagine having PMR next week and i am still playing to my heart's content. After PMR, then schooldays again for a week. After that, another week of UEC. Darn. I am still not in the mood.

However, when i think of the days after UEC, it's paradise. Exactly 17 days of torture and then i am a free bird. Boo-yah!!^^

Yet, now i still got to study. Just patience, tolerance and hard work. Then the door to paradise opens......

Sate pizza for the hardworking.

My dinner for today. Yesterday studied till like 3 sumth in the morning. And ony got two hours of rest. Looks like tonight's going to be the same again if i don't want my geography to fail. Hav to study hard.

Exhausted and tired

Shikes. Chinese, arts, english, moral and maths are gone. And the worst are yet to come. Science(which actually comprises of 6 books, three subjects.) , Geography(secondary one to three-Three fucking books.) and history( secondary 2 and 3). I kinda like history much better than the other two. Well, i like bio too. But my physics definitely sucks. All those theorem makes me sick. Darn. And till now, i still can't get it very right. Plan not to go to english tuition later. Cuz' i wanna revise for my physics. Tommorrow's having science for test. I've still got 24 days to cope with, full of fucking assesments and tests. I am looking forward to the life after these exams. I am not lazy, just a little bit of fed-up with the life now.

Now i am studying biology chapter 23, about minerals and enzymes. And i've still got 6 more chapters of bio, 10 more chapters of chemistry-which i know will take me a very long time-and finally like 26 chapters of physics. I am so fucked. Maybe it's the pressure or what. I keep using the f word nowadays. I am wasting time here. Have to go and study bio now. Ciao.

Examinations, examinations and examinations again.

Yes. From tomorrow onwards, these fucking examinations will start to fill up the remains of september and half of october which means they doesn't affect my birthday(which i am happy about). Yet, i've got a lot to study for these exams. Darn. First time in my life i have to face such a lot of exams together.
Between, i am a student reporter for Sin Chew. Very nice. But i wonder if they give you money for what you write.Ciao.

My poor little thumb nail.

My poor little thumb. The nail is broken. Feel like crying. How can i play a complete guitar song without my thumb nail. Argh....It's all because of the fucking 11 pound bowling bowling ball. The ball's weight crushed upon my thumb. And i could hear my thumb screaming like hell. And it was hell, man. Hell. Have to start working hard and concentrate on my subjects now. Cheer for me. Bless me. And do it always, whoever is reading this, just do it.

Still Fantasy

The album. Still Fantasy. Nice. Magnificent. Excellent. Perfect. Cool. Great.

The picture i took of the poster which came with the new album i got today. Cool, huh?

Down and up for the day.

Sob. Missed my episode of justice league unlimited today. Cuz' i was sleeping. Feel like calling to Astro and make them replay what i missed. Also, i am getting my own personal original copy f jay's new album tomorrow. With a poster. Yay!!!! I feel not-so-tired now and is eating my very cold dinner. ciao.

Pictures of pictures which i took.

Played with my camera today. Took pictures of the first jay poster i got when i was in secondary one. Came along with his album.
Edited in sepia. I like this one a lot.
Jay in black and white.

Between, jay's lastest album coming out in another two days. Which is the day after tomorrow. Very good. My radio has finally come to good use again since i got my i-pod nano.

My very cool correction tape

This is obviously a refill for my very cool correction tape. Came along with the correction tape i bought. 10 metres of white tape for me to correct and draw smilies on school tables. This is definitely good.

Does YOUR correction tape do this?
Get it now, only at popular for 6.99!

3 days. Just 3 days.

Pre-ordered jay's new album today. Dunno what it's called in english. 《依然范特西》. That's what it's called in chinese. Got free poster of jay, which i am so happy of. Yeah. Only 47.60 bucks and my friend who got it at speedy(i got it at mutiara's popular)had to pay 49.50 for the same thing. So proud of it. Bought a very cool correction tape. Whiper. Looks great. 'll post the picture up sometime later.

Movies i watched on Merdeka.

The fatty who flew. Funny and adorable.
Monster House. Very nice also.

Cereals with M&M's

Okay. Finished my history exercise. Not bad for me. Cuz i have also finished my geography homework. This is like so rare. I never finished my geography homework. I still have maths and art homework though. Can finish in school later. So i made myself some breakfast. Cereals with m&m's. Cranberry flavored cornflakes and cookie crisps. Very nice. But the coloring is heavy. I looked at the fading colour of the m&m's in disgust at first. Soon, i got used to it and started to eat. Haha. Going to take a nap now.

Homework Time

Fell asleep at 8.30 last nite. Wow. Was lying on the bed, then whoosh. I was in deep slumber already. 4 unread messages in my phone. Ahaha. Whatever la. Now i am up to finish my homework. But the lure of the computer is irresistible. So, i decided to do my homework with the computer on.

Wrestling noob

Today played WWE on playstation 2 at mutiara. My very first time. Very nice. Played with the other three idiots. Allied with Anthony. We were like two on one when we battled Adam and turtle. Colourful languages burst like hell when we played. the whole shop was shaking with our idiomatic expressions. Haha. Really was very high.
Have to work hard nowadays already. Still got three art pieces not yet do. Darn.

Super heroes STAMPED

my very own dc comics superheroes stamp. way cool. From my sister. All hail her. haha. Slept in class today during English. Was very rude. BUt i dun care, cuz it's boring. I am a rulebreaker and a sleeper. So you really can't blame me. Between, just learnt a new nice guitar song. By gary ryan. Night Sky. Very nice. Have to study chemistry now. Ciao.

Merdeka for the jerk.

Yeah. Merdeka. Way to go. So it's holiday tomorrow. Going to watch nacho libre and monster house tomorrow. Just booked thru phone. Anthony's going. Sarah can't go. Big sis can't go. Joyce can't go. Turtle can't go either. Maybe adam's nt going also. Whatever. Anthony and me can have a lot of fun oursleves. HAHAHAHAH.
Our science teacher taught to us about the universe today. Well, it is very very wide and vast. And teacher said it's a dot in expansion. But where the hell is the dot? Fuck. Another universal universe? Darn. Very complicating but very simple.
Played bowling today. Had fun. Slept in maths period. I do dat everyday. Cause i dun like the teacher and my seat lacks oxygen for my brain. That's why. Don't blame me. Blame the seat.
Merdeka again.

Unfair, Terrible and good news for the day.

This is so not fair. Anthony, adam and turtle's going to a camp in malacaa and i can't go. Next thing( i just received news) turtle got a new w810i. Damn. Okay. Third thing is, i lost Henry and The Plug. I am really sorry. Maybe it dropped out of my pocket. Cuz it broke off from the string. I am really sorry. Forth thing is, (this is good news), Mum's going to Kuantan on merdeka day. This means i have the whole day to myself. YAY. Nothing else.

p/s learned a new trick to make my com's download speed faster. Nelson, the com genius taught me that.

Happy.

I am not sure what i am happy about. But, for sure, i am really happy. Way to go!!!

Another three days to MERDEKA. Plan to go to galaxy ampang. New cinema there. Called MBO. Watch Nacho Libre maybe. Have to go. i feel like dreaming something very nice tonight. Yeah.

Surprise. Surprise.

Life's really full of surprises.
First surprise: Time flies really fast. School's re-opening again tomorrow.
2nd surprise: I haven't finish any assignments or homework.
3rd surprise: I haven't revised anything for my UEC.
4th surprise: I am still online now.

Just like that. Way boring.

Nothing really happened much today. Goatee was kinda in a good mood. So his classes went on smoothly with laughter and smiles. And, so i was in a good mood. We were dismissed earlier than we were told. So we dressed quickly and took a taxi to sunway pyramid. Another two gurls kinda wanna join in, so anthony and adam took a taxi with them, while turtle took one with me. The taxi uncle was kinda friendly, telling us everything we needed to know about taxi drivers and so. We reached and had our lunch at chicken rice shop. Stop. If you think this is going to be boring, skip the next part marked"*".
*So, as i was saying, after we had chicken rice, we went in our ways. I went to meet sarah outside the cinema, and they went for iceskating. I saw sarah coming up from the escalator after i made the fifth round circling that particular floor. Then we bough tickets and went in for the movie. It was a nice movie. Click. That's the name for the movie. After that we went out from the cinema and went to starbucks to wait for them. They soon arrived with mcdonald drinks in their hands. After hearing their experience about iceskating, i was clever enough not to join them as they had bruises and their heels bled. I was definitely proud of myself.*
Click was a nice movie. I said that. Whoever reading this should watch it. It's really nice.

Sleepy heads.

Tomorrow going to sunway pyramid, after school. Mr goat's having classes. Cuz he's slow when he teaches at school. Bet he can't teach a lot 2mr. Played bowling today. And was lonely. But the korean manager kinda taught me some smooth moves. And corrected me to use an eleven pound ball, which had a larger hole for my thumb. Way to go! Between, am boring these few days. Feel very lazy and am not in the mood to do anything, nah, not even reading. So has been sleeping a lot this week. Has to start working now.

Hip-Hip-Hurray!

It's like YAY for me and every student in chong hwa, or maybe every student in mal. It's the holidays. Am happy. So, i am humming 'london bridge is falling down'. ^^. I've made plans of what to study for this hols. And oso what to do for entertainment. Watch movie on thursday. Or maybe iceskating. Got loads of science stuff to study for UEC. Physics, biology, chemistry. And then i still have math equations that i don't undertsand, three history textbooks that i have to memorise, chinese geography exercises, and five malay essays to write. Well, the list goes on. But i am having fun. Anyway, who cares?

shyful people.

some people are definitely shy infront of the camera. God knows why.

From left: Anthony. Me.

Today, made myself a poem. Try guessing wat i am referring to.

It starts with a dee
And go on to an end
Thou shall feast on a tailess eel
It sounds like shit
But i killed you
And after shit lies headless you
It begins as zinc
A strong Hercules
Finally ending with a crocodile's tail.

Quite creative eh? Click on the comments for answers.

Birthdays on yesterday

Had a great time yesterday. Celebrated two people's birthday. My beloved class teacher's and my "sis"-hui wen's. It was fun. Cuz we pressed(actually i din do it)her head on to the cake. Thus, we didn't touch the cake, but distribute the pieces to the small children who came with their parents and the staff there. Then, we went for bowling. And when i came down, li peng called me and told me it was mr liau's birthday. A day of birthdays. Darn. Haha. Between, niki my sis, dun worry, i just posted a card to u. Won't arrive in time though.

Slept at 4 this morning, cuz i was very hardworking, you know, man, i am hardworking. Study till 4, man. Hehe. ^^ Gotta go now. Hav to study malay history now. Feel like kicking lee sui ann in his butt. Ciao.

Well, what now? The trials are already so near now. 3 or 4 days away. My niece's trials is on monday. Hope she's doing it alrite. Have planned with turtle about hui wen's birthday. We decided to celebrate it for her. It's on next saturday. Dunno what to buy for her. After all, she's a "sis" of mine. Must get something special for her. And for my sis, dun worry, i am still trying to think of something special and surprising for you. It's quite difficult, you noe, with a thousand miles in between us.

Rowling's going to kill harry. Well, stephen king and john irving pleaded her not to. I've got no comment. After all, it's a story.
Visit the link below for more about the killing of harry.
http://www.cnn.com/2006/SHOWBIZ/books/08/01/people.rowling.reut/index.html

Skipped society today. Went to play volleyball. Having geography test tomorrow. My sis's birthday in another 14 days. Couldn't think of anything surprising. Besides, really got nothing to say. Btw, this is crazy. Go watch it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FctMuabHk3s&search=uncle%20bus

Announcing bankruptcy.

Well, i have been so generous that i find my pockets getting emptier by the day. And i have been spending a lot lately. Darn. Between, went for bowling today. 97 for average, has improved a lot. Also, with reference to my financial problems, i made myself a chart. Just to make sure i don't spend too much. Ciao.

Cold Raining Monday.

Well, woke up half an hour ago, prepared everything and went to bath. It was like so cold. And i already started to shiver even with the warm water showering on me. Darn it. It was damn cold man. Damn cold. Between, have to go. Aunty's coming to fetch me.

On one Sunday...

Believe it or not. Nigel's display name was " Missing someone is so unbearable. Don't let me do it again." I was like so awed. And when i asked him what was with the name, he changed his display name instantly and decided to ignore me. Well, according to my conclusion, he's in love. And zoe's a gurl which he did not tell me either. Said he's afraid i'd mock him. Haha. Watever. But i am so definitely going to tell chee keng about it. Only unless he tells me the truth. HAHAHAHAHA. Am i bad or what?
Pmr trials are closing in into my life in 11 days. Big sis's b'day in 12 days. Poor gal. Haha. Have decided to give her a surprise. But not sure what to do yet.

Fly me to my bed.

Well, it's quite late now, i mean it's like very early as i should be in bed snoring and doing all the tossing and all that. But i am still up, with my thoughts wandering aimlessly. I have got nothing in mind, and i am really very idiotic. By the way, i am really sorry for not being able to reply you. You got me at the very wrong time. That's why. ugh...it's unlucky and idiotic to ignite a female's anger. Isn't that so?

Weird Day

I forgot to bring my school shoes to school today and luckily, anthony's mother was kind enough to bring an extra pair to school for me which i am so grateful of. Thank you. i've got a quarter piece from a five buck note today, which i got from turtle, the idiot. Anthony and Adam got one of those pieces also. Turtle said the pieces would be the clue for the four of us to reunite and recognise each other in years to come. Anthony said that it would be the resemblance of our cherished friendship. Adam and i said it was idiotic. But all the same, we knew it was meaningful. Well, sooner, i'll post the picture of the five buck up. The camera's not with me. And i am feeling god-damn bored now. Skipped society today after school, and went to anthony's house for computer games. His house and his room was really messy. It was like a junkyard. Not to discriminate, but he really gotta clean the mess up, man. Have to cook myself a hearty dinner now.

Are you lonesome tonight?

Wel..um..i posted those two pics that were taken in london cuz i saw them yesterday and was in the mood to do that. But today, i am not. Life's the same. Pa and Ma going to The national park tomorrow. And Ma won't be back till monday. That means i am alone once and for all, AGAIN. Well, anyone can come and share my bedroom with me. I am fine with that. But i mean not everyone. Just those that i know and so. Miss ya all the same. Lots of love.

a sexy black cab. 

this is what i call a telephone booth. 

Maths competition for the sleepy head.

Okay, tomorrow i'll be having the australian westpac maths competition. That'll be stupid. Cuz it's in chinese. And i hate it. Darn it. We had gunfight today in school. It was fun. Will hav it again tomorrow. MUAHAHAHAHHAHA.

Free tuesday night for the winner.

It's weird having such a free night. Free to do anything. Just got sarah's blog. Will put the link up someday. Cuz' my mum's like blabberin now. Great. Besides, i have to go to my room and think and compose a story that will win the grand prize for the MPH blabla competition. HAHAHA. Three cheers for creative dunstan!!!!

Women. And their equation.

Well, how does that pic sounds? It's quite funny i think the way they put it. haha. Got it from my honored pal.

Another Sunday night. Boring.

UEC and PMR are advancing near. I can already feel their devilish breath on me. It's already unbearable! It's already torturing me! But, yeah, i am staying cool. That's how it's going. Haha. Now i am looking forward to my class trip. Pulau Pangkor. I've been there. But, it's different this time. Cuz' i am going with my friends. And she's going. And i am the one in charge of all the games and all. That's way cool man. Hey..but it's like 4 months away. Uh.....Darn it. And there's the geography and chinese textbooks lying on the table, looking dull. I've got test tomorrow by the way.

Lo-tea on Saturday.

Had diagnostic test two days back. That's like way idiotic man. It asks you how you adjust the clock which is 25 minutes slow. I felt like answering,"Hey, you idiot, use you hand, man! My grandma knows better!". But i decided to answer,"You adjust it by turning the clockwork behind it." Damn it man. Have got a very hectic life. Papers and assignments. Fuck 'em. I can always imagine why youngsters nowadays commit suicide. I am going out for a cup of tea with my cousins. If evening tea time is known as high tea, then mine's really low. Cuz' i am havin it at a very lo-class indian shop. That's why. And that's life. Ciao.

Depression. Broken heart.

today's a day i'll never forget. i am exceptionally sad today. I cried.
if it was all a pathetic dream, then, why the pitiful tears?
if i could only let it go.
But i couldn't.
I saw her through the ajar door.
There she sat.
Lonely.
Helplessly.
Depressed.
and all i could do was to act tough and walk pass the door, pretending not to notice her.
I felt guilty.
And so, i cried.
My very first tears for the sake of parting with some one i love.

Sometimes, i really wonder what is the point of celebrating a joyful day or festive season by eating in limbs, legs, head, organs, and meat of others. Well what's the real definition of a joyful day? You wish the world's in harmony and hope that you can pass this day or season joyfully. And on the other hand, you take lives from others to celebrate your peaceful day. Peaceful eh? Try looking at them before they get killed. They'll look at you, struggling, hoping that you can change your fuckin mind; and when they see you walkin away in satisfactory, they become furious and hatred pump into every blood vein of theirs; yet, still helpless under the tight ropes that tie around them. And screaming hysterically, their helpless lives end abruptly.

I was thinking about this when i was eating out with my parents and their friends an hour ago. and so, i did not touch the chicken and the fish.

Detharsis on Father's day.

Found myself a name-detharsis. there's a meaning behind it. try to decipher it. BY the way, first things first. Happy Father's Day. Cheerio. My father's not at home though. So is my mum. She gave me orders to get a cake and a card for my father. Still wondering where to get a nice cake. The card's simple. But the cake does matter. And if i go out and get it, my homework will all be left undone. well, life is full of tough choices, isn't it?

It's already a week since i am back from london. It's fun. Ecspecially the part i received my iPod nano from my sis. hehe. Nope. That's not the point. It's the time being with my sis. And from this trip, i learnt that i hate parting. Parting is difficult. Ecspecially if you are really so connected to him or her in such a realtionship. I hate it when you have to part in such a difficult way-you cannot make the choice to stay or make the person to stay, if only anyone would know what i mean. well, that's that. Went to Times Square today. Watched Runaway Vacation. Nice comedy.

小霸王不在我身邊，我好寂寞喔…….哈哈。Today’s a bad day. If not, why my tear strained face and my hopeless heart? Have I really reached my limit?
Why do I get such lousy marks? Am I really such a loser? I don’t doubt it. I am really a failure. In everything. Every aspect, academic or sports. Haha. I don’t think I should care much. Going to Times Square tomorrow. With my three retarded friends. Pity Nigel’s way ahead of me. When i look at him, he's always the god. And i am the satan. Good and bad. White and black. But we are all the same, best buddies. At least, we share grey in common.

Today's a day i will never forget. Dunno why la. AHAHAHAHA.

what a victorious pose! 

It's early and here i am, in front of the com, with the music in my ears at the loud blast. Cuz' i am bored. and when i am bored, i hear songs. mum's coming down. Ciao.

boredom. got homework to do. but all the same, i am bored.

The one in front looks so retarded. I know that and he is what he looks. HAHAHA. joking. 

My Sifu, with his crush looking at him in love.  

Prefect with pink brief, the fatty, class monitor, MY FAV TEACHER, and some silly guys.  

They are smiling at each other when the teacher's teaching. I feel myself brightening up 

my science teacher, and the prefect who wears pink colour underwear. 

.is he being cool or what? 

It's going to be the holidays soon. First, the tempurung cave, then my school society's camp, then finally -the real thing that excites me-, off to london! Haha, it's a pity you can't come with me. AHAHAHAHA. So happy. Got maths competition tommorow. And no school either, so can sleep quite late later. So high now. So boring now. Where's joyce? And rachel? Don't they feel bored without getting on the web? Freaks. Haha.

WHAT THE FUCK!! I hate to annouce this. fuck it. my father says it's too dangerous and all, thanks to mum. Shit. makes me feel so down. When i think of it before this, i feel so high. and now? shikes. want to shout. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....................................

Shouldn't have told you my blogsite. Now my privacy's of writing other gurls is restricted. Jokin' hehe. Rachel's b'day nxt tuesday. It's going to be a surprise for her. have a lot problems to face. really. Like the food for gua tempurung's trip. NO gas stove. No fridge. WHAT A FUCKIN HOUSE YOU HAVE GOT, BIRDY!! shit. troublesome.18 people going to birdy's villa. It's going to be kinda stuffy. But i like the idea of me cooking and staying outside with my friends. Dat rocks. Thinking of it makes me smile.

kok hong, posed as a model. hope hui wen likes this 

my form teacher. view from the back 

fatty and the monkey. wat a naughty fatty. 

stupid kok hong. there's his crush sitting with her head looking into the drawer. 

the way he looks back is so cool. ehehe.  

me, posed as a superhero. 

my poster for the campaign held in our school. cool huh? 50%hardwork+30%creativity+20%photoshop=masterpiece of the era 

Today, i had oral. And throughout my turn, i talked crap. Like "if i were happy, then the people around me will be happy, and if the people around me are happy then the people around the people around me will be happy. " Understand? hehe....piece of shit ler. ahahahahaha. by the way, bought ma a card, thought 2mr is Mother's day. silly me.

Spent 30 bucks on a book 20 bucks on two adorable idiotic toys, and another 20 on movie tickets and lunch. There goes my 70 and with the additional of being generous, 90 bucks is gone. The book and the toy are worth it, so is the ticket and the lunch which made me full and the smiles i get from the 20 bucks is worth the price. So 90 is spent and not a single cent is wasted. The book is named" the rule of four" very intersting one. halfway through it d. Well, it's like been a long time since i blogged. The keyboard sure misses me. So do i miss him. Well, test results are out. And as usual i am hung between the title average kid and loser again. Haha. dun care
i like what i do and i only do what i like. That's it. Cheers.

Spent 30 bucks on a book 20 bucks on two adorable idiotic toys, and another 20 on movie tickets and lunch. There goes my 70 and with the additional of being generous, 90 bucks is gone. The book and the toy are worth it, so is the ticket and the lunch which made me full and the smiles i get from the 20 bucks is worth the price. So 90 is spent and not a single cent is wasted. The book is named" the rule of four" very intersting one. halfway through it d. Well, it's like been a long time since i blogged. The keyboard sure misses me. So do i miss him. Well, test results are out. And as usual i am hung between the title average kid and loser again. Haha. dun care
i like what i do and i only do what i like. That's it. Cheers.

My handphone, in the arms of greenie.