Dun feel lik writing or doing anything nice today. Shed a few pathetic tears today. Well, i sure am one failure. Haih. Dun want bad memoirs, so dun think lik i'd write it out. Feel lik knocking my head on the wall. Go rigid and tit. Die.

UH...another two days to the finals. so damn tired and exhausted. Hope i score good grades. Miss dear so much. haih

Well, it has been quite boring these few days. You know, the kind of life without a computer. Dammit. Tried to concentrate in my studies, though. Fuck, i am in my school's IT room. Like a moron. Recess time is short. Gotta go.

This morning, it was raining like shit and everything seems dull and deadly. I looked out of the window. It was still dark. 5.30 in the morning. Besides the streetlight and some lights from the porch of other houses, what else could that be? Yes. Strokes of thunder and lightning zigzagging across the sky illuminating the dark sky for a second or few, then poof. Darkness had the better part of the sky. The pellets, drop of tears from the sky, whatever you call them just blanketed every tiny voice. I wonder how my sis is in the states. And my dear? What is she doing by then? Aih. Life is always so the same. Monotonic and boring.

Life is just like normal. I always don't get the best. Dunno why. Mayb not good enuf. Efforts are at my very least. Got a few more nice pictures from the school camp. That's sumthing that is not so comforting as i am parting with my computer for a month. Makes me feel like sumthing important is slipping out of my life. Haih. Dear ar, if you happen to read this in the period of time when i does not have my computer, please, take note that i love you a lot.

Well, i am alone. But i have got 77 chemistry characters, a geography project with some add-ons, a geography workbook and a history workbook to make good use of my time. And i am damned tired. All those are to be handed in by tomorrow. And i still think i can't get those chemistry formulas right. They are damn confusing and complicated. Well, i have to study and finish my leftovers no matter what. Dear, sweet dreams. Really love you a lot. Nitez.

Well, the answers for the picture below. Third row form the left, A-bulu, Hou kit, The adorable fatty.
Second row from the left, Nelson, and Me.
front row from the left, Kah wai and Xin Long.
All so charming. Ecspecially the one beside Nelson.

HAhaha.. got the pictures for my society's camp. Well, look for me. I am the one with those charming smiles, acting like a moron though. Haha...well, it does seem quite small. Never mind that. Today. Tomorrow. And the day after tomorrow. My last three days of touching my computer before parting with it for almost a month. I have gone over this. I mean, i once lived without computer. So, what's the big deal,eh? I still gotta solve the formulas...Those damned chemistry ones. I have got to sleep. I am organised. Well organised. Anyway, dear, sorry for not sms-ing you these a few days. Well, it's like i have nth to say about. Nitez dear. Sweet dreams. Love ya a lotz....