Now, Jolin needs me.

To:

the Ding family. the family clan. the joyce. the zoe. the nigel. the iuning. the huiwen. the mutiaracarpark band. the bs3. the chong hwa-ians. the teachers, past and present.

and all the people i've met, loved or hated.

Thank you for growing me up/growing up with me/watching me grow up/teaching me how to grow up.

I am now a real man. WAHAHAHHAHAA.


p/s if you feel excluded from my thank you list because i did not say your name, do tell me. =) and if you don't get it why jolin needs me and not you, check it out here. And to waikin, bui, rose and bird, sorry for failing the surprise. =P

Poach tigresses not.

And you ask why?! Look for yourself.


Poor tiger humping on a dead tree trunk.

When i was 17.

I have lived for 17 years 11 months and 15 days. There are so many things to say about and to finish them, you need at least 17 years. okay, crap. So, it's going to be the 28th once more. And this time, it does not only signify that i am one year older, it also marks the beginning of a new chapter in life.

Well, I wouldn't say i lived a romantic-action packed-out-of-the-ordinary 17, yet, i still find some of the incidents worth remembering.

#1. Learning to drive and drift.

#2.With driving, you can't miss out the accidents as well.

#3. Introduced my ex-girlfriend to my mum and surprisingly she did not kill me.

#4. Did a heart anatomy and tried to eat the heart.
Somehow, the one holding the heart didn't feel happy for me. lol.

#5. Won free tickets to movie premieres because of a slogan of terminating kennysia for having balls bigger than mine. But failed to attend and watch. wtf.

#6. Saw amazing stuff under the microscope.


#7. Got a fine of 100 bucks.

#8. Tried to bribe a police officer with a buck.

#9. Had my dream of becoming a jedi come true.

#10. Walked in a shopping mall with loads of people wearing a mask that resembles an underwear.


#11. Took photo with 4 other boys all crammed inside a photo machine. Don't laugh.

Let's just say the smiley face is to protect his privacy. Still, don't you laugh. haha.

p/s am posting this up early because i need to get real armed for the test. Its my effin AS exam for goddamn sake. And my birthday's stuck between two tests. So lucky lar. Can buy numbers liao. ==

Happy Moon-ish Day.

How did you celebrate last night?


Was it with your family, or was it with your friends?

Or maybe alone?
I still remember those days back then when everything looked bigger and taller. And then these were the days that everyone in the family would show up. The young ones would play with the lanterns, the candles and try to burn the house down. The adults would sit in the garden sipping hot Chinese tea, munching on the mooncakes, talking about everything, and most of all, to prevent us from burning the house down.


As each of the small ones grew up, they left, they moved, and they never showed up again on such occasions. And last night was one of those occasions. The adults said they were tired, the young ones had to celebrate with their friends.

And then there was me.
So, with all the memories of those younger times, i decided to play with the lanterns alone. lol.

Lit up the whole garden with lanterns and sat on the floor and watch the candles go out. Then light them back again. Then watch them go out. Then relight them and watch them again.


The house across the road was full of noise. Cheering, singing and children running around. And here, it was total silence.

I tried to look for the moon but to no avail. The clouds were dancing in the sky. And no moon was to be seen. So i played with the candles and danced on the grass along with Van Morrison's dancing in the moonlight.

So, i played along till around midnight. Cleaned up the mess, and went back into the house.

And that's how life rolls when everyone starts to grow up, don't it? All alone.

On the other hand, burning lanterns down just never felt so good.

MUAHAHAHHAAHAHAHHAHA.

wtf.