Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Another day has passed. How i hope i am back at Fraser's enjoying the captivating beauty of the mountains and hills. By then, i might just loose civilization. The days go by fast and slow at times. I am really getting fed-up with it. Happy moments comes once in a while, short period at a time. Meanwhile, depressing and suffering moments seem eternal. Well, life has to go on. Just have to stay cheerful and wear a smile everyday. Yeah. How could i still smile if i fail my finals?

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Well, it has been a tiring few days. Since the day i return from the guitar camp. Thought of studies, assesments, and homework burdens me a lot. Let alone thinking of others. My soul needs rest. I feel so heavy. The finals are soon. Two weeks forward. I am trying to, well, keep me in a moderate mood. Just the cool one. The cheerful one and the one i had always wanted to be. I just can't stay in place all the time. I just free my soul wandering around during important periods though at times when i was bored. Then request my classmates re-teach me what i missed. Ah..an hour to Merdeka. I might just be snoring away in my bed. There were other things to worry of. Like the speech on my first date, the project left untouched, the chapters that i had to revised for my finals. Shit. These gives me excruciating headaches. Sigh-this best describes those matters, yet to be deciphered. Hope i have a dreamless slumber tonight. Hope so.

Thursday, August 25, 2005

This is something cool i found out of the reader digest's site. Secrets to get straight A-s. Cool.

Set priorities. Top students brook no intrusions on study time. Once the books are open or the computer is booted up, phone calls go unanswered, TV shows unwatched, snacks ignored. Study is business; business comes before recreation.
Study anywhere -- or everywhere. Claude Olney, an Arizona State University business professor assigned to tutor failing college athletes, recalls a cross-country runner who worked out every day. Olney persuaded him to use the time to memorize biology terms. Another student posted a vocabulary list by the medicine cabinet. He learned a new word every day while brushing his teeth.Among the students we interviewed, study times were strictly a matter of personal preference. Some worked late at night when the house was quiet. Others awoke early. Still others studied as soon as they came home from school when the work was fresh in their minds. All agreed, however, on the need for consistency. "Whatever I was doing, I maintained a slot every day for studying," says Ian McCray, a Middlebury College student from New Jersey.
Get organized. In high school, McCray ran track, played rugby and was in the band and orchestra. "I was so busy, I couldn't waste time looking for a pencil or missing paper. I kept everything right where I could put my hands on it," he says.Paul Melendres maintains two folders -- one for the day's assignments, another for papers completed and graded. Traci Tsuchiguchi, a top student at Clovis West High School in Fresno, Calif., has another system. She immediately files the day's papers in color-coded folders by subject so they'll be available for review at exam time.Even students who don't have a private study area remain organized. A backpack or drawer keeps essential supplies together and cuts down on time-wasting searches.
Learn how to read. "The best class I ever took," says Christopher Campbell, who graduated from Moore (Okla.) High School last spring, "was speed-reading. I not only increased my words per minute but also learned to look at a book's table of contents, graphs and pictures first. Then, when I began to read, I had a sense of the material, and I retained a lot more."In his book Getting Straight A's, Gordon W. Green, Jr., says the secret of good reading is to be "an active reader -- one who continually asks questions that lead to a full understanding of the author's message."
Schedule your time. When a teacher assigns a long paper, Domenica Roman draws up a timetable, dividing the project into small pieces so it isn't so overwhelming."It's like eating a steak," she says. "You chew it one bite at a time."Melendres researches and outlines a report first, then tries to complete the writing in one long push over a weekend. "I like to get it down on paper early, so I have time to polish and review."Of course, even the best students procrastinate sometimes. But when that happens, they face up to it. "Sometimes it comes down to late nights," admits Christi Anderson, an athlete, student-council member and top student at Lyman High School in Presho, S.D. "Still, if you want A's, you make sure to hit the deadline."
Take good notes -- and use them. "Reading the textbook is important," says Melendres, "but the teacher is going to test you on what he or she emphasized. That's what you find in your notes."The top students also take notes while reading the text assignment. In fact, David Cieri of Holy Cross High School in Delran, N.J., uses "my homemade" system in which he draws a line down the center of a notebook, writes notes from the text on one side and those from the teacher's lecture on the other. Then he is able to review both aspects of the assignment at once.Just before the bell rings, most students close their books, put away papers, whisper to friends and get ready to rush out. Anderson uses those few minutes to write a two- or three-sentence summary of the lesson's principal points, which she scans before the next day's class.
Clean up your act. Neat papers are likely to get higher grades than sloppy ones. "The student who turns in a neat paper," says Professor Olney, "is already on the way to an A. It's like being served a cheeseburger. No matter how good it really is, you can't believe it tastes good if it's presented on a messy plate."
Speak up. "If I don't understand the principle my teacher is explaining in economics, I ask him to repeat it," says Christopher Campbell. Class participation goes beyond merely asking questions, though. It's a matter of showing intellectual curiosity.In a lecture on capitalism and socialism, for example, Melendres asked the teacher how the Chinese economy could be both socialist and market-driven, without incurring some of the problems that befell the former Soviet Union. "I don't want to memorize information for tests only," says Melendres. "Better grades come from better understanding."
Study together. The value of hitting the books together was demonstrated in an experiment at the University of California at Berkeley. While a graduate student there, Uri Treisman observed a freshman calculus class in which Asian-Americans, on average, scored higher than other minority students from similar academic backgrounds. Treisman found that the Asian-Americans discussed homework problems together, tried different approaches and explained their solutions to one another.The others, by contrast, studied alone, spent most of their time reading and rereading the text, and tried the same approach time after time even if it was unsuccessful. On the basis of his findings, Treisman suggested teaching group-study methods in the course. Once that was done, the groups performed equally well.
Test yourself. As part of her note-taking, Domenica Roman highlights points she thinks may be covered during exams. Later she frames tentative test questions based on those points and gives herself a written examination before test day. "If I can't answer the question satisfactorily, I go back and review," she says.Experts confirm what Roman has figured out for herself. Students who make up possible test questions often find many of the same questions on the real exam and thus score higher.
Do more than you're asked. If her math teacher assigns five problems, Christi Anderson does ten. If the world-history teacher assigns eight pages of reading, she reads 12. "Part of learning is practicing," says Anderson. "And the more you practice, the more you learn."The most important "secret" of the super-achievers is not so secret. For almost all straight-A students, the contribution of their parents was crucial. From infancy, the parents imbued them with a love for learning. They set high standards for their kids, and held them to those standards. They encouraged their sons and daughters in their studies but did not do the work for them. In short, the parents impressed the lessons of responsibility on their kids, and the kids delivered.
Yes and No. I am leaving for Fraser's hill tomorrow. And mum keeps checking my bag. Then she grumbles, takes all my things out, ask what's the use of bringing this and that. And all the homework i planned to do is taken out and shoved aside. Oh my god. Another thing that troubles me is that i can't chat wif my dear and my sis for the next two days and two nights. Luckily, i've got a mobile phone much to my convenience. Hahaha. Something that pleased me a lot is that i do not have to take the early train tomorrow. Phew. Thanks to my pal, Honorable Nigel. I think that's all for today. I am lik dozing off and my teacher hasn't phoned me yet. Hope he calls soon. Love you a lot dear. Muakzz.......

Monday, August 22, 2005



Aih...Life is boring. She is in Genting and i am stuck here. Feeling a sense of guilt. Wasted a lot of time. Eh. Dear ar, talk to me..I am so bored. So tired. And so exhausted. Miss you a lot. Want to look at you. Talk to you. Sometimes i feel so disappointed. How i hope i can drive now. How i hope i can earn a lot of money now. A hundred thousand bucks a month. I will buy a huge mansion with indoor basketball court, cinema, blablabla.....Buy a dozen of BM's. With drivers to chaffeur me. Aiya...Must look for a way to make fame and money. Let's sleep.

Saturday, August 13, 2005


Feeling more and more empty as days goes by. Mum doesn't seem pleased with me chatting with girls. She says it's a waste of time fooling like that. Nobody admires a boy like that. Hmmph....whatever. Like the picture of the dragon beside. Cool. And, miss her and my sis so much. Feel like staring staright at her right now. If only i have the guts to. Without my sis around, life is so boring. Shitness. She used to bring me toys or nice stuffs. Now, she is stuck in the states, working, while i am stuck in a pool of bloody tests. Sigh....hope i can score good grades this time. Don't feel like having mum grumbling all the time. It's tiring for her to and annoying to me. Have to discover the omm in me, so that i can study.

Friday, August 12, 2005


Nice, eh?. MY trademark. Hehe. These few weeks, feel so empty. Holy shit. All my monthly test seems to be mal-functioning. Almost every test oso fail. BULLSHIT. And i am on my way to achievement. I can't deteriorate. I am destined to achieve all those goals. These goals are those goals that i must achieve no matter what and no matter how. I need practise. Independence. And concentration. P-I-C. Make that my quote. That's it. That's the spirit.