Shyt.

I feel shitty.

I've got a pain in my head that won't go away.

As well as a broken heart to mend.

And if i don't, the leak in the eyes is unstoppable.

Even in the dreams.

So i drank.

Drinking stops you from crying.

But somehow you still cry after you drink.

Worst of all, i can't drink.

And i have got these allergic to excess alcohol.

Damn itchy rashes. And i keep throwing up.

Damn damn damn.

I am pathetic.

And it wouldn't mind much if she doesn't like a guy who drinks.

Because she doesn't like me anymore.

Get the point?

Haha.

Still, let's not spoil the holiday mood.

We shall dance, sing and laugh till the season of the books arrive again. Shouldn't we?

Have a merry and real cheerful hols.