A dedication to my homework(s)

I just realised,
that there my homework lies,
the pages i did not write,
oh my gosh, i said why,
and how could I,
for leaving the homework there to die,
and never even tried,
to finish them in time.

oh, how could I,
to go for games in cafe that did not sastify,
and let my homework lie,
in a pile that grew in time,
and finally saying 'hi',
and having me letting out a cry,
and making me feel shy,
for letting my homework lie,
with pages i did not write.

How Could I?