Feeling more and more empty as days goes by. Mum doesn't seem pleased with me chatting with girls. She says it's a waste of time fooling like that. Nobody admires a boy like that. Hmmph....whatever. Like the picture of the dragon beside. Cool. And, miss her and my sis so much. Feel like staring staright at her right now. If only i have the guts to. Without my sis around, life is so boring. Shitness. She used to bring me toys or nice stuffs. Now, she is stuck in the states, working, while i am stuck in a pool of bloody tests. Sigh....hope i can score good grades this time. Don't feel like having mum grumbling all the time. It's tiring for her to and annoying to me. Have to discover the omm in me, so that i can study.