Tuesday, June 07, 2005


Your brain groaned. You seem to think a lot today. Her. Him. And things that are useless to a student. You smiled. You strutted towards the scrambled memory of yours. Just that these memories haven't been put in order, it seems so untidy. So, you rummaged and finally spotted what you wanted to find. It was in a corner. So...pathetic. You slowly put your hands on to the piece of memory. You closed your eyes. Deep inside your inward eye, you recalled what you have been thinking moments ago. Just now. Hours ago. "Why are the planets drawn horizontally with the sun? Maybe in the point of other organisms in the far, wide and deep galaxy, our Solar System are in vertical position." You grinned. You suddenly felt something. You learnt something. In points of view between a person and another, there is a difference. No two points of view are exactly the same.But in one's point, one's view, one's thought, one will always think that everyone's pont of view is the same and similar with his. That's why. That's unconsiderate. That is the starting of point of greed, of unfillial, of jealousy, of envious, of everything. Everything that is connected with the thought of evil, of bad. You suddenly feel so guilty. About yourself, your attitude. You felt silent. Tears were dripping from your inward eye. Guilt. Change is what you need. A change of attitude, of your way, your life, your everything. Dhyana. Deep, pure contemplation. You closed every entrance of your soul, every exit of your soul. For a minute. Every second passed like a year. You were looking at your past. Exciting. Dull. Failure. Bored. Pain. Terror. Beautiful. Then another thought shot through your brain. "Who am I a minute ago? A second ago? A second later? An hour later?" You knew that it wasn't as simple as your name, as who you are. But who? Your school work left untouched on the table. Yeah. Gotta figure that out first.
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