Cold Raining Monday.

Well, woke up half an hour ago, prepared everything and went to bath. It was like so cold. And i already started to shiver even with the warm water showering on me. Darn it. It was damn cold man. Damn cold. Between, have to go. Aunty's coming to fetch me.

On one Sunday...

Believe it or not. Nigel's display name was " Missing someone is so unbearable. Don't let me do it again." I was like so awed. And when i asked him what was with the name, he changed his display name instantly and decided to ignore me. Well, according to my conclusion, he's in love. And zoe's a gurl which he did not tell me either. Said he's afraid i'd mock him. Haha. Watever. But i am so definitely going to tell chee keng about it. Only unless he tells me the truth. HAHAHAHAHA. Am i bad or what?
Pmr trials are closing in into my life in 11 days. Big sis's b'day in 12 days. Poor gal. Haha. Have decided to give her a surprise. But not sure what to do yet.

Fly me to my bed.

Well, it's quite late now, i mean it's like very early as i should be in bed snoring and doing all the tossing and all that. But i am still up, with my thoughts wandering aimlessly. I have got nothing in mind, and i am really very idiotic. By the way, i am really sorry for not being able to reply you. You got me at the very wrong time. That's why. ugh...it's unlucky and idiotic to ignite a female's anger. Isn't that so?

Weird Day

I forgot to bring my school shoes to school today and luckily, anthony's mother was kind enough to bring an extra pair to school for me which i am so grateful of. Thank you. i've got a quarter piece from a five buck note today, which i got from turtle, the idiot. Anthony and Adam got one of those pieces also. Turtle said the pieces would be the clue for the four of us to reunite and recognise each other in years to come. Anthony said that it would be the resemblance of our cherished friendship. Adam and i said it was idiotic. But all the same, we knew it was meaningful. Well, sooner, i'll post the picture of the five buck up. The camera's not with me. And i am feeling god-damn bored now. Skipped society today after school, and went to anthony's house for computer games. His house and his room was really messy. It was like a junkyard. Not to discriminate, but he really gotta clean the mess up, man. Have to cook myself a hearty dinner now.

Are you lonesome tonight?

Wel..um..i posted those two pics that were taken in london cuz i saw them yesterday and was in the mood to do that. But today, i am not. Life's the same. Pa and Ma going to The national park tomorrow. And Ma won't be back till monday. That means i am alone once and for all, AGAIN. Well, anyone can come and share my bedroom with me. I am fine with that. But i mean not everyone. Just those that i know and so. Miss ya all the same. Lots of love.

a sexy black cab. 

this is what i call a telephone booth. 

Maths competition for the sleepy head.

Okay, tomorrow i'll be having the australian westpac maths competition. That'll be stupid. Cuz it's in chinese. And i hate it. Darn it. We had gunfight today in school. It was fun. Will hav it again tomorrow. MUAHAHAHAHHAHA.

Free tuesday night for the winner.

It's weird having such a free night. Free to do anything. Just got sarah's blog. Will put the link up someday. Cuz' my mum's like blabberin now. Great. Besides, i have to go to my room and think and compose a story that will win the grand prize for the MPH blabla competition. HAHAHA. Three cheers for creative dunstan!!!!

Women. And their equation.

Well, how does that pic sounds? It's quite funny i think the way they put it. haha. Got it from my honored pal.

Another Sunday night. Boring.

UEC and PMR are advancing near. I can already feel their devilish breath on me. It's already unbearable! It's already torturing me! But, yeah, i am staying cool. That's how it's going. Haha. Now i am looking forward to my class trip. Pulau Pangkor. I've been there. But, it's different this time. Cuz' i am going with my friends. And she's going. And i am the one in charge of all the games and all. That's way cool man. Hey..but it's like 4 months away. Uh.....Darn it. And there's the geography and chinese textbooks lying on the table, looking dull. I've got test tomorrow by the way.

Lo-tea on Saturday.

Had diagnostic test two days back. That's like way idiotic man. It asks you how you adjust the clock which is 25 minutes slow. I felt like answering,"Hey, you idiot, use you hand, man! My grandma knows better!". But i decided to answer,"You adjust it by turning the clockwork behind it." Damn it man. Have got a very hectic life. Papers and assignments. Fuck 'em. I can always imagine why youngsters nowadays commit suicide. I am going out for a cup of tea with my cousins. If evening tea time is known as high tea, then mine's really low. Cuz' i am havin it at a very lo-class indian shop. That's why. And that's life. Ciao.

Depression. Broken heart.

today's a day i'll never forget. i am exceptionally sad today. I cried.
if it was all a pathetic dream, then, why the pitiful tears?
if i could only let it go.
But i couldn't.
I saw her through the ajar door.
There she sat.
Lonely.
Helplessly.
Depressed.
and all i could do was to act tough and walk pass the door, pretending not to notice her.
I felt guilty.
And so, i cried.
My very first tears for the sake of parting with some one i love.