I am frustarated. About love. About my studies. And about my future. Ma plans to send me to the states. She wants me to decide. Stay back or leave. I am growing older. Life is tougher. Decisions are harder. Sigh. i am thinking about leaving. To the states. Maybe i will change there. Or either deteriorate. Omigosh. But i am going to miss a lot of people. Maybe i still miss her a lot. I dunno why. i can't forget her. I just like her. Simple. Just love. Hope she doesn't sees this.