I feel really

bored because

i am waiting for the water to fill up the jug.
i am still staying awake when i have nothing else to do.
i am having no one to talk to.
nobody is replying my messages.
i am home alone.
i feel like sleeping but i am resisting it.
i have to wake up early tomorrow and i am not sleeping yet.
i have got no books to read.
nobody wants to go out with me tomorrow.

nervous because

i am not sure if i can wake up around 7 tomorrow.
i am still not feeling too confident about my driving skills.
i am having my driving test on the 17th.
i plan to paint the city red with my friends on Christmas eve and i have not ask my parents about it.
i am waiting for the next message to come.
i am going to taylors
i am not sure if the remaining money in my drawer is able to let me live till my parents return.

happy because

i am listening to coldplay(lost!) and the killers(don't shoot me santa)
i have a new phone.
i am home alone.
i just made myself a nice supper and felt good about it.
i am not hungry like i was an hour ago.
someone's replying me on MSN. =)
i went and celebrate xun rui's birthday today.
i just came back from a game of Crash Team Racing with my cousin bro.
i am having my driving test on the 17th.
i am going to drive.
i am going to school. =)

It came from the sky!

Not the sky, literally, but all the same, it came.

FedEx came!

A phone. =) and it's MINE.

My sexy w760. ooo...sleek and sexy. XD

THANK YOU, JIE JIE. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. =)

And the people who received my messages with my new phone should be so proud.

They really should.

I am happy.
(there's still some depression in it tho.)

And YOU should be too.

Why?

Because i love sharing joy. XD

Shyt.

I feel shitty.

I've got a pain in my head that won't go away.

As well as a broken heart to mend.

And if i don't, the leak in the eyes is unstoppable.

Even in the dreams.

So i drank.

Drinking stops you from crying.

But somehow you still cry after you drink.

Worst of all, i can't drink.

And i have got these allergic to excess alcohol.

Damn itchy rashes. And i keep throwing up.

Damn damn damn.

I am pathetic.

And it wouldn't mind much if she doesn't like a guy who drinks.

Because she doesn't like me anymore.

Get the point?

Haha.

Still, let's not spoil the holiday mood.

We shall dance, sing and laugh till the season of the books arrive again. Shouldn't we?

Have a merry and real cheerful hols.

For nig-ey

the sun was high
and the sky was bright
the day we met
when we were ten.
We laughed, joked and played pranks on others
we wrote, drew and sang songs together
i think we even liked the same girl.
Yet, when we were together
it was his shadow casted over my shoulder
and people said i was a follower
but who'd care?
for he was the best friend i'd have.
As we grow older i must say
we drifted apart in our ways.
He was the better and the best
in each and every single test
and i was a sucker
for i played and played
and the day came
and we were no longer classmates.
Despite the differences
we still got stuck to each other
though not that closely.
And it has finally come down to this day
the sun still that high
the sky still so bright
and us still us alike
on the day we left high school together.

Thank you and sorry, nig-ey, for being my best friend. =)

*i am so eager to be classmates with you again next year. hehe .

The Happy Faces.

Somehow, i still feel sad.

Holy Hols.

I am anticipated.

nervous

and

excited.

The HOLIDAYS are near!

Lol. SPM still comes first though. 17 days to go through. Have fun, guys. =)